Insane

I tell myself, to rise and shine, every morning.
I look at you, wondering Why? every day.
I go to sleep, with pain in my heart, every night.
I tell myself, to appreciate and smile, every time.

I see you, and feel good, every morning.
I go to office, knowing you will there with me in evening, every day.
I see shadows, floating by my eyes, every night.
I tell myself, to forget, I failed, every time.
I wake up, sad and exhausted, every morning.
I look insanely at you, you are different, every day.
I tell myself, to rest my mind, every night.
I ask myself, who am i? Was it just me?