Kuch Phir Se Dil ke taaroo ko Chaade gaya!!!

"Fajaa Bhee Hain Jawaan, Jawaan, Hawaa Bhee Hain Rawaan, Rawaan Sunaa Rahaa Hain Ye Samaa, 

Sunee Sunee See Daasataan  Pukaarate Hain Door Se, Wo Kafile Bahaar Ke Bikhar Gaye Hain Rang Se, 

Kisee Ke Intajaar Ke Lahar Lahar Ke Honthhapar, Wafaa Kee Hain Kahaniyaan  Buzee Magar Buzee Nahee, 

N Jaane Kaisee Pyaas Hai Karaar Dil Se Aaj Bhee, Naa Door Hain Naa Paas Hai Ye Khel Dhoonp Chhaanw Kaa, 

Ye Kurbate, Ye Duriyaan  Har Yek Pal Ko Dhoondhataa, Har Yek Pal Chalaa Gayaa Har Yek Pal Firaak Kaa, 

Har Yek Pal Wisaal Kaa Har Yek Pal Gujar Gayaa, Banaa Ke Dil Pe Yek Nishaan" 

These are the lines which are close to whats going in my mind right now....life is so surprising when you least expected to be encountered then only it will caught you unguarded and touch you deep inside and the way drop shakes entire ocean in similar manner my feeling and heart upside down right now....

Today i saw her after so many month in a friend's album..she was looking like ideal Indian women....then suddenly all good scene fleshed in a moment which was possible if we had chosen to be together!!!....

But the way past cant be change or alter similarly there is no point of thinking

abt all those possibilities....

Life is good and life will be always good irrespective whether people choose to come with you or not!!!...Milestone will be achieved and greater milestone will be eyed in future too....Luv u Jindagi!!!

The End

Life all of sudden look like very heavy...

It seems i need to go somewhere and unwind myself for sometime...

when i look at the past all i can see is pieces...

Pieces of broken trust,

Pieces of lost memories,

Pieces of old relationship....

No clue how to manage or make perfect picture out of it...

The only idea which i'm getting or capable off, To get sink...

Should i stop running behind the thing....

should i give-up, let the time decided what is best for me!!

But do i have that much patience, to see the thing down and running...

Do i should allow destiny to overpower me and circumstance around me..

Is that me who is thinking on these lines?

Is that me who is ready to loose everything with a stroke of destiny,

Is that me who is loosing all the hope in God's verdict....

No...its not me..i am not going to give Up..

i will come back!!!!

Reason, Season, or Lifetime

What are you??? Are you a Reason a Season or a Lifetime?

Pay attention to what you read. After you read this, you will know the reason it was sent to you! People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong
doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind
but friendship is clairvoyant.

THANK YOU for being a part of my life.


Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt, and
dance like no one is watching.

Frds are Rare!!!

When we met I was dry like a leaf
You gave me most essential breeze which I need
That breeze took me to the ninth cloud & in blues
Where I was living my fairy tale life

You made me understand what is colour of life
Why blue is blue & why tree shed the leaves
You were there in every thought of mine
Even by mistake also I cannot leave you in my life

We laughed, fought, giggled & enjoyed every moment
Its like dream come true & angel is pampering me
Life is like a season I am sure you are the spring for me

I enjoyed waiting for you whether it’s in your college waiting room or
under your office
But I always pretended that you troubled me
It was pleasure when we went out for dinner, for movies
You are the one who has always shaken me to my feet


I never felt sleepy even when we used to go for walk even at midnight
I always enjoyed your call even I was on pot
My mind automatically tells me which dress you are wearing
Sometime it feels like we are just one

Then time change new relation wrapped us with new responsibility
We were no longer in sight of each other
But thoughts are always with each other
Then time came between us & we are busy

My frd you’re the force behind me
The only request I have keep continue that breeze
Which you had always showered on me
Frds are rare & we are more than that

Why must I think about you all the time?

Why must I think about you all the time?
It just leaves me in so much pain...
Why must it be so hard to stop?
Maybe because I love you...
Why must you be so beautiful?
I guess just because you are...
Why must your skin be so flawless?
Probably to draw me closer...
Why must you talk to me randomly?
It just makes my heart beat faster...
Why must I have so many questions?
I guess for me to find out...

I Ask Too Much

“I ask too much”
I am concern that’s y I ask much
I just want you to be happy
That’s y I ask much!!!
I am not god who is omniscience
That’s y I ask much!!!
Your friend says “I ask much”
But I am your frd that’s y I ask much!!!
Friends=share, that’s y I ask much!!!

Insane

I tell myself, to rise and shine, every morning.
I look at you, wondering Why? every day.
I go to sleep, with pain in my heart, every night.
I tell myself, to appreciate and smile, every time.

I see you, and feel good, every morning.
I go to office, knowing you will there with me in evening, every day.
I see shadows, floating by my eyes, every night.
I tell myself, to forget, I failed, every time.
I wake up, sad and exhausted, every morning.
I look insanely at you, you are different, every day.
I tell myself, to rest my mind, every night.
I ask myself, who am i? Was it just me?

Last Night

I was happy like a kid whose wish came true
Started preparation early to live a life of bubble
I was happy even that moment is “bubble”
Soon everything vanish like a bubble
Now I am alone & turning pages
Trying to read blank page

Bharat Darsan - Haridwar & Risihkesh Visit - Part -1

Most of May 2011, i have lived out of suitcase. The journey started on 6th May and ended on 21st May. Journey started from Delhi-Haridwar-Rishikesh-Delhi-Ahmdabad-Surat-Baroda-Rajkot-Ahmdabad-Indore-Bhopal-Hausangabad-Sagar-Berasiya-Barily-Raisen-Beena-Videsha-Bhopal-New Delhi.

Haridwar

This was a very special vacation for entire family since we all went to Haridwar for Mundan of my son(Vihaan). Some of the memorial-able moments are Mundan Ceremony, Evening Aarti of Ganga and Temples visit.

"Haridwar"-The city still hold spiritual in every bit. Specially when you walk around the Ganga it feels like you are living some special moment of your life. The water of Ganga is so chilled that, if you dip your feet after a long tiring day immediate relief is guaranteed. The winds are so fresh and refreshing that you don't require Air-condition.

Around and inside the city there are many temple located Mansa Devi & Maya Devi. From these temples you can have bird view of city. The "Udaan Khatola" cable car ride was memorial one. Gud fun.

After roaming in and ard Haridwar, we proceeded for Rishikesh and this time intentionally we opted for auto ricksaw to enjoy the 1.5 hr ride to Risihkesh. There is nothing much we explored in Rishikesh apart from Laxam Jula & Ram Jula. I felt the journey was not so fruitful even others have the same view also, the only unique thing which i remember abt the place is "Chotiwale ka restaurant". At entrance of restaurant there were two gentlemen seating with fully dressed up as per the name of restaurant.

The journey via Dehradun Shatabdi was comfortable as compare to return journey via Jan Shatabdi.

This is all about my experience in Haridwar & Rishikesh

What goes around comes around!!! Part -1

Since last many months i was distressed...puzzled..and infect i was not able to sleep even for single night since the time i have left Mumbai. The reason for it was simple and very visible but i was refusing to apprehend...may coz it happened to me first time in last many years of mine existence.

May be it happened coz i have never experienced that feeling in last 28 yrs of my existence..i was new to this feeling..may be whom so ever had felt that feeling...he/she can understand or relate to it..the feeling of dejected, bleak and heavy hearted.I have created that phase of my life more complicated and convoluted, it can be better handled with wisdom & ripeness but i guess this lesson for me is essential and required so i can be balanced person and will able to hold my emotion and adapt to situation in life more easily and maturely.

The answer to all my feeling and emotion are simple i was not able to MOVE-ON, i was living in past and want to hold my past while proceeding in future, but i guess people who were associate with me in my past was mature and smart enough as compare to me. They have opted out from my life and got busy with in there respective life and also found new friend and activity to stay busy enough.

The difference between me and them is just they were quick enough in adopting to the situation and reacting to it as compare to me, who were still thinking on traditional way like "out of sight & out of mind" which is a time taking process may be a month, a year or i don't know!! It can't be quantified by a normal human being.

Past many month i have tried my best to understand why these people who were my priority in my life has treated me like a option, i have cried alot,done all those thing and behave in most appropriate behavior in order to correct my feeling but was failed every time. My life went for toss, relationship got sore with everyone may be i am punishing everyone for my sorrows but the true reason behind this i was not allowing my past to let go, i was holding it close to my heart, which of no use coz for whom i was doing all this was never bothered about all this, infect they were happy in there respective life's i was the only one who was at lose in every aspect.



continue.....

Smile

today i went for movie, while watching movie it suddenly stuck to me..yes...it was strange...its almost like someone smiling and i know that person...although that smile was in my imagination but i can literally see it..it remind me a person...one of old frd...the way she used to smile...same smile..infect...smile was her's only...strange..sometime out of the blue without even topic..without even any reference..somethings comes to you and reminds past...somethings are hard to forget...